midnight at 4 in the morning

where to start...it's 1:27 AM, and once again, i'm wide awake, as i often am at this time. it's seems like i'll never get another good night's sleep for the rest of my days; what have i done in a past life to be cursed with this bout of sleeplessness?

it started in march, when i was released back into the civilized world, a world that would throw me away if it could...a world that defines itself by empty law and rules, for which it only pretends to abide by...a world that would dispose of its old and its poor, as if they were crippled dogs. yes, i have reentered this world, this society of selfish, fat people and their morals, and i am sickened by the stench. but still, i cannot sleep.

i need a fucking cigarette...i'll shall return to rant a little more, before i make another feeble attempt at slumber.

my backyard smells like shit! it's called reclaimed water, which is a kind way of putting it...the city should be more forthright, and muster up the courage to call it what it is: HUMAN SHIT WATER. i like that better!!! but that cigarette was fucking delightful!

anywho, i haven't really said much here. perhaps, my future entries will consist of stories of my travels, or some crazed experience i had to endure, or some other encounter, human or animal. go0dnight and farewell...