I Just Don't Care

I've been working so hard at learning how to care, how to own my shit, how to truly examine all of my actions(right and wrong), how to feel, how to be human for the first time......at the age of 34. I've been trying to examine my flaws and the things that I fuck up, own them, take responsibility, and learn from my mistakes so I don't repeat them....time and again. When I'm wrong, there's no justification for my actions. My actions are mine, and mine alone. No one else is at fault, when I drop the ball. But why should I continue to do this? Justification is "in style", so fuck it! I do what I do...and I want what I want. If you don't like it, deal. Because I give up.

Justification Unacceptable

Enough said....